The Man I Married is still asleep while I am savoring every sip of a fresh cup of hot coffee. My dog and cat stare at me and begin to doze. All I hear are birds chirping outside and the the clock ticking in my living room.

This is my favorite time of the morning where I have time to myself and can reflect upon many things my Master has expressed, contemplate ideas and dreams I have, and think about the next path I want to explore.  Do I explore this path alone, with Him, or with several people going through similar situations? Everyone will have different experiences. I hope that mine will lead me to become a better person with a stronger loving and adventurous spirit, a better submissive to my Master, and a survivor who climbed out of a deep and dark rabbit hole to share her story with those who struggle with their invisible disabilities.

I can’t predict my future, nor do I want to. All I can do is listen to the guidance of my Master, Nature,  the Universe, and my body. Eventually , I will end one of my journeys at the right time and place.  I am growing, changing, adapting, and learning every day. I think that is one of our life purposes; however, many individuals don’t use enough of their brain to arrive to that conclusion independently. Yes, I know. That is an arrogant statement, but I believe it to be true.

A silent house, hot cup of coffee, and unclouded thinking. Clarity at it’s best.

~A. Mak