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Spiraling

Racing thoughts
Increased anxiety
Unsure of friendship and family trust
Triggers and stressors all day long

I’m not really getting better.

Frequent battles
War of words
Constant power struggles
Emotional rollercoasters

I’m just trying to survive.

Insomnia
Obsessive thoughts
A continual circle of destruction
Dread, worry, doom

Am I really getting better?

Changing
Evolving
Transitioning
A butterfly

A slow development of growth

Growling
Instinct
Wild
Blood

An awakening of what I crave

Freedom
Forgiveness
Bravery
Integrity

It’s slowly getting better.

 

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~A. Mac

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About A. Mac

Nerdy, liberal, loving, strong, writer, philosopher, reader, funny, blunt, martial artist, life-long learner, spiritual, health-conscious, dreamer, thinker, and lover of simple pleasures. I travel on a different path and I am usually comfortable with who I am. The journey I have chosen for myself may not be an easy one, but I know it is the one for me.